Chapter Ten - Never forgive...Never forget...
Today, without never forget her...I close a story...a lot of sins yet to suffer, but with no will to live...
"you see the smile that's on my mouth, it's hiding the words that don't come out. All of my friends think I'm blessed, they don't know hom my head's a mess. No they don't know who I really am...but you..."
Goodbye and Amen
Chapter Nine - Nothing...
Today not even a sin I do...
I feel like I'm don't have nothing, like I'm nothing...
The one that was my smile as left me...the other that makes me smile is going to leave me...
In the only thing that I was good, now I'm nothing...
I'm not even good to die, because there's nothing to die for...Amen
Chapter eight - Tears
Tears of joy, tears of happiness, tears of pride...no, only tears of sadness and pain...
I can't understend how people say that "today I'm not for love"...there are people that want to love, but nobody is there to be loved...
I'm sitting here alone in front of screen...sad and with anger...trying to control myself so that I don't do any thingh foolish...
waiting for the days to pass, so that the one I love keep closed in my heart and the one I desire can tell me to shut up...although she tells me to shut up I can see her smile, eart her voice, see her eyes...want her although I know that I'm nothing to her...
Open your eyes look at me...when you stop, look in to my eyes you will see a thing that you will like, but at same time...at the same time you will refuse...Amen
Chapter Seven - Falling
I am starting to feel the death inside of me...
I'm sitting here, watching a blade full of blood...my blood, I still can see the place where she entered im my arm...
My sins are taking over me... and I'm letting it...
Please look at my eyes and read them...Amen
Chapter Six - Alone...
And so arrives the weekend...the rain is starting to fall...In the end of the day, I will be alone again... if the nights are difficult, the weekend is to forget...Nobody to reach out...my mind starts to break...the anger, my sins, everything grows inside of me...I go out to the street hoping to see some light... hoping not to fall again..Today, like every days, I look to that .. look to her smile, look to those eyes, feel her touch...hoping to ear her voice...I dream of something that I already dreamed...Old memories will rise againLet's wait...wait to see someone... wait to be alive when these two days are over...Amen
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